I'm sick. Actually is haven recover. I think it's because of the Wisdom tooth.
Although it's very painful but I'm not going to see a doctor.. I'm STUBBORN. =P
Today whole day at home sleep as too tired after one whole week of working AND
most importantly, NO BODY ASK ME OUT. Sad right? Anyway it's ok.. Cause I'm used to it.
My back hurt now + my fever is still not going down.. OMG.. how long more can I live man..
Christopher
I only wan some care and concern from people. Is it that difficult? I don't understand really. Maybe I'm not good. God, all i'm asking for is a good guy that love me for who I am. Is it asking too much ? It not why not you kill me. Since Eschier is gone, I see no point of living.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
It's going to be a real short post cos going to watch the tv show..
Re-cap
-Went to MP to take blood for 6 new dog
-Jasper pee on my leg.. Argh
-Eswari saw her 1st dog grave so sad... make me think of eschier
That's all ...
O ya also..
Sorry Andy.. I think I done wrong things again.. Call me when u not angry K..
Re-cap
-Went to MP to take blood for 6 new dog
-Jasper pee on my leg.. Argh
-Eswari saw her 1st dog grave so sad... make me think of eschier
That's all ...
O ya also..
Sorry Andy.. I think I done wrong things again.. Call me when u not angry K..
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
**EDITED**
Sorry reader, ( i mean andy and gene) my blog is very boring de.. =)
Life getting more and more boring nowsaday lol..
Everyday go work at 8am, end at 4.30pm. Life seem empty.
Promise that I will study for O level but ill now I still dunno where to start..
I think I will start after meeting Miss Goh next month..
Think I WANTED very much..
1) CRUMPLES Bag.. I have been saying it for a long time hope can buy it real soon.
2)White Jean and White Belt.. For clubbing use i think... and CNY next year can wear..
3) NUM Shirt and Shoe..
ARGH.. many things i wan but not enough money to buy.. No matter what I shall pass my IPPT and get my Cpl and the $70.. Wai Kit.. Help ME!!!
O ya, Andy had post up the photo that we took in sentosa.. **www.andywangzi.blogspot.com**
Now Joe calling me talking bout yen again.. I really dunno how to help.. Hai..
Ytd in IRC u all guess who I get to know? JOJO!! haha.. didn't realise it was him untill he add me in msn.. OMG.. F
Sorry reader, ( i mean andy and gene) my blog is very boring de.. =)
Life getting more and more boring nowsaday lol..
Everyday go work at 8am, end at 4.30pm. Life seem empty.
Promise that I will study for O level but ill now I still dunno where to start..
I think I will start after meeting Miss Goh next month..
Think I WANTED very much..
1) CRUMPLES Bag.. I have been saying it for a long time hope can buy it real soon.
2)White Jean and White Belt.. For clubbing use i think... and CNY next year can wear..
3) NUM Shirt and Shoe..
ARGH.. many things i wan but not enough money to buy.. No matter what I shall pass my IPPT and get my Cpl and the $70.. Wai Kit.. Help ME!!!
O ya, Andy had post up the photo that we took in sentosa.. **www.andywangzi.blogspot.com**
Now Joe calling me talking bout yen again.. I really dunno how to help.. Hai..
Ytd in IRC u all guess who I get to know? JOJO!! haha.. didn't realise it was him untill he add me in msn.. OMG.. F
Monday, November 24, 2008
Okay I have come to a decision, I will take O level after National Service. Not for anyone else but myself this time round.
Ytd went to sentosa with andy and joe to sun tan.. In the end I seem not that tan.. Maybe I shall go agin next week or something.. Anyway It was fun in the day but sad in the night.. Cos I broke up with ben cos I know that he don't love me at all.. I rather now he hurt me then in the long ways to come.. anyway thks for letting me know that early.. Still frens yea. =) I have learn to pick up and let go in r/s now.. a quote from andy, "Nothing last forever in this Ajs world." I truely believe in it now.
Today was suppose to go for a movie with ben.. but cancel then I stay at home lol.. Later meeting joe for the show lace. Maybe after meeting him I will go library awhile.. Time to pick up the book and study hard. no point of wasting my time in r/s that wun last. Like Edison say, without relationship, we also wun die.
Anyway going off to packs my things le.. see ya people..
Zhihao
Ytd went to sentosa with andy and joe to sun tan.. In the end I seem not that tan.. Maybe I shall go agin next week or something.. Anyway It was fun in the day but sad in the night.. Cos I broke up with ben cos I know that he don't love me at all.. I rather now he hurt me then in the long ways to come.. anyway thks for letting me know that early.. Still frens yea. =) I have learn to pick up and let go in r/s now.. a quote from andy, "Nothing last forever in this Ajs world." I truely believe in it now.
Today was suppose to go for a movie with ben.. but cancel then I stay at home lol.. Later meeting joe for the show lace. Maybe after meeting him I will go library awhile.. Time to pick up the book and study hard. no point of wasting my time in r/s that wun last. Like Edison say, without relationship, we also wun die.
Anyway going off to packs my things le.. see ya people..
Zhihao
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Let me re-cap my last few day before saying bout other matter..
19 Nov: Went o meet Ain at SK MRT at 4pm.. Then took a bus to SKSS to look for miss goh as it was raining.. Saw her in the room, at first I very shy don't dare go in scare she might forget who I am.. In the end she called my name.. So I went in.. She remeber everything bout me, even my brother.. She really a nice teacher.. She said that she might need help next year for some school program, so I'm like waiting for ain to see if she will be able to help.. If she on, I'm on..
20 Nov: Normal day... Went to camp.. Work.. slack..
21 Nov: Today is SOC famliy day at SK swimming pool.. I didn't go .. so i stay in base with YS and 2 new guy.. Eswari seem like forever playing mind game and that owen also.. damm stress..
Today.. Went to work with wei wei and tai kit today.. fun.. haha.. anyway then after work we went to Mcd eat.. Never talk to wei wei so much before sia.. After work reac h home.. Watch tv abit then went to slp as very tired..
Tomorrow andy wan go sentosa.. but I really got to go my grandma house. hai.. dunno how to reject him sia.. IF other guy I think i can reject fast.. But andy.. hai.. STRESS...
Life in a mess.. Maybe I need to go for couselling..
Christopher
Fucker
19 Nov: Went o meet Ain at SK MRT at 4pm.. Then took a bus to SKSS to look for miss goh as it was raining.. Saw her in the room, at first I very shy don't dare go in scare she might forget who I am.. In the end she called my name.. So I went in.. She remeber everything bout me, even my brother.. She really a nice teacher.. She said that she might need help next year for some school program, so I'm like waiting for ain to see if she will be able to help.. If she on, I'm on..
20 Nov: Normal day... Went to camp.. Work.. slack..
21 Nov: Today is SOC famliy day at SK swimming pool.. I didn't go .. so i stay in base with YS and 2 new guy.. Eswari seem like forever playing mind game and that owen also.. damm stress..
Today.. Went to work with wei wei and tai kit today.. fun.. haha.. anyway then after work we went to Mcd eat.. Never talk to wei wei so much before sia.. After work reac h home.. Watch tv abit then went to slp as very tired..
Tomorrow andy wan go sentosa.. but I really got to go my grandma house. hai.. dunno how to reject him sia.. IF other guy I think i can reject fast.. But andy.. hai.. STRESS...
Life in a mess.. Maybe I need to go for couselling..
Christopher
Fucker
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
People is monday blue.. I everyday also blue.. hais..
Alot of thing to said..
Some updates..
R/S : Broke up with Gadriel and reject all other people (Staying single for now first.)
Work : Still trying hard to join in to their cling, Weiwei starting to talk to me other all ok..
Family : Still the same.. Can't be bother bout me. Only Cousin Joey care.
Friend : Went to a BBQ in yesterday organized by McDonald's Manager. Meet alot of them.. Tomrrow going back to Secondary school to find teacher.. Saew yiling on bus yesterday too..
This few week was sad.. Monday (17 Nov) just went for review.. Most likely my finger now going to recover. Actually if never recover I also don't really bother, the one that really bother is my family cause they want to know if there is any money I will get from this injury. Hais.. Actually I hope to be gone then nobody will be trouble over my problem..
Just now while walking home I actually 2 time never saw the car coming towards me untill there hound me. Maybe if there never hound me I will be knock down by them already. I'm so upset by all this things that have happend. Really need sometime to cool myself down.
O ya.. Thanks gene for tagging.. I know myself this blog is very boring... =) Also thanks for letting me know there is still someone that care bout me.
Christopher
Needed a CHANGE!
Alot of thing to said..
Some updates..
R/S : Broke up with Gadriel and reject all other people (Staying single for now first.)
Work : Still trying hard to join in to their cling, Weiwei starting to talk to me other all ok..
Family : Still the same.. Can't be bother bout me. Only Cousin Joey care.
Friend : Went to a BBQ in yesterday organized by McDonald's Manager. Meet alot of them.. Tomrrow going back to Secondary school to find teacher.. Saew yiling on bus yesterday too..
This few week was sad.. Monday (17 Nov) just went for review.. Most likely my finger now going to recover. Actually if never recover I also don't really bother, the one that really bother is my family cause they want to know if there is any money I will get from this injury. Hais.. Actually I hope to be gone then nobody will be trouble over my problem..
Just now while walking home I actually 2 time never saw the car coming towards me untill there hound me. Maybe if there never hound me I will be knock down by them already. I'm so upset by all this things that have happend. Really need sometime to cool myself down.
O ya.. Thanks gene for tagging.. I know myself this blog is very boring... =) Also thanks for letting me know there is still someone that care bout me.
Christopher
Needed a CHANGE!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Brithday
This year birthday was a okok.. Morning Joey bought me to eat at marian then night Shirley treat me to K boxs.. That's all for that day.. Worse is my parent dun rmb at all.. Hai... But today eswari they all bought a cake for me to celebrate my birthday, it really suprise me.. haha.. and really.. Thanks guys..
Meet gabriel on sunday, we walk the whole town area.. Nice talking to him.. Anyway he maybe going to break with shawn to be with me? haha.. Didn't know I was that good market. and while talking to him then I twas thinking about a topic again.. To go further study or not?
Actually this question been with me for a long time... For me, I want to study, the best untill uni but I know it's impossible course of the school fees and expenses needed to complete the study. secondlly is that my parent can hardly pay up the monthly bill and waiting for me to go work and hold up the family. I'm so stress up by this question this year.. Leo and garbiel and many other wanted me to countine study but given the status I am in now. I don't think I can. For now I shall just study on my own abit at a time then try to save some money to take O level.
( even my cousin is with a min O level cert now. Me? A Nitec cert. I can said, it's not enough to let u surive in this world)
Actually I also think before after ITE go Poly, as in who never think of it. But the true is, can i afford it? I dun think so. I should really go think thought this question in the reminder of this year and do a new year resolution soon..
Suggestion people? Should go study?
Wo hen lay le.
Christohper (Sorry I know on pics then very boring .. But this is my blog and it's a boring one I know)
Meet gabriel on sunday, we walk the whole town area.. Nice talking to him.. Anyway he maybe going to break with shawn to be with me? haha.. Didn't know I was that good market. and while talking to him then I twas thinking about a topic again.. To go further study or not?
Actually this question been with me for a long time... For me, I want to study, the best untill uni but I know it's impossible course of the school fees and expenses needed to complete the study. secondlly is that my parent can hardly pay up the monthly bill and waiting for me to go work and hold up the family. I'm so stress up by this question this year.. Leo and garbiel and many other wanted me to countine study but given the status I am in now. I don't think I can. For now I shall just study on my own abit at a time then try to save some money to take O level.
( even my cousin is with a min O level cert now. Me? A Nitec cert. I can said, it's not enough to let u surive in this world)
Actually I also think before after ITE go Poly, as in who never think of it. But the true is, can i afford it? I dun think so. I should really go think thought this question in the reminder of this year and do a new year resolution soon..
Suggestion people? Should go study?
Wo hen lay le.
Christohper (Sorry I know on pics then very boring .. But this is my blog and it's a boring one I know)
Friday, November 7, 2008
Just now went to the hospital for review..
Went I reach there, they said it's on the 17 not 7. there write wrongly.. WTF.. I took cab dwn leii..
angry..
What a birthday i going to have this year..
1) Junior dump me..
2)Kanna trick by hospital
3)Jeron angry with me
nothing good happening to me lol.. WTH.. I'm really bad with people handling skill .. hai..
Went I reach there, they said it's on the 17 not 7. there write wrongly.. WTF.. I took cab dwn leii..
angry..
What a birthday i going to have this year..
1) Junior dump me..
2)Kanna trick by hospital
3)Jeron angry with me
nothing good happening to me lol.. WTH.. I'm really bad with people handling skill .. hai..
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Now this blog got 2 reader.. which mean I shall not write their bad things... haha
no la.. I also never write bout them before..
Anyway, Jeron jio me today le.. I rejected him.. Idiot right me. such a cute guy i reject.
then he sad and never talk to me le.. Sad lost one more friend
Never mind..
Thinking bout wat nick scold me.. I sort of think that I'm a fucking Idiot..
but nvm.. that dun change anything now..
Leo is pressing me for the debt le.. $270.. alot hor.. haha
play him back next weekend..
I'm feel so tired.. All I wan is a shoulder to lie on.. Tired..
no la.. I also never write bout them before..
Anyway, Jeron jio me today le.. I rejected him.. Idiot right me. such a cute guy i reject.
then he sad and never talk to me le.. Sad lost one more friend
Never mind..
Thinking bout wat nick scold me.. I sort of think that I'm a fucking Idiot..
but nvm.. that dun change anything now..
Leo is pressing me for the debt le.. $270.. alot hor.. haha
play him back next weekend..
I'm feel so tired.. All I wan is a shoulder to lie on.. Tired..
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Nick Tan SOCLDED ME half an hour . WTH
Jeron angry cause I never tell him what happened!!
(Sorry Jeron I don't mean to dun tell u. I scare u worry)
WTH .. ALL ANGRY WITH ME FUCK LA..
ALL MY FAULT. NOBODY CARE LA.
CHEE BYE
I GOING TO MAIN BI SI GUO LE
I'M A FUCKING SUCKING IDIOT
I'M ALSO A FREAKING FUCKER.
ARGH!!!!!!!we$%^&*()!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAN DE-STRESS
Jeron angry cause I never tell him what happened!!
(Sorry Jeron I don't mean to dun tell u. I scare u worry)
WTH .. ALL ANGRY WITH ME FUCK LA..
ALL MY FAULT. NOBODY CARE LA.
CHEE BYE
I GOING TO MAIN BI SI GUO LE
I'M A FUCKING SUCKING IDIOT
I'M ALSO A FREAKING FUCKER.
ARGH!!!!!!!we$%^&*()!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAN DE-STRESS
Monday, November 3, 2008
1)Tag along with Shawn to SOC to fetch 132th intake..
2) Talk to DY bout my posting, he agreed to let me go back. I don't really feel happy. ( I think eswari can sense it.. and only she can i dunno why)
3) Sir teck will call mum on wed. Hope she dun last min change her mind.
4) A show on tv got me asking myself if I can be like that grandmother. "Be content with hat she has".
5) LAst thing of the day, What I really want in life. What's my future?
-O level?
-Higher Nitec
-Diploma?
Money Is a problem to me.
ANd my last time grade is bad so I dun think school will give me money to study.
Christopher ( not a good or fully happy day from the day I got bitten.. Thanks kw for making me smile today for the first time from my heart. Thanks buddy)
2) Talk to DY bout my posting, he agreed to let me go back. I don't really feel happy. ( I think eswari can sense it.. and only she can i dunno why)
3) Sir teck will call mum on wed. Hope she dun last min change her mind.
4) A show on tv got me asking myself if I can be like that grandmother. "Be content with hat she has".
5) LAst thing of the day, What I really want in life. What's my future?
-O level?
-Higher Nitec
-Diploma?
Money Is a problem to me.
ANd my last time grade is bad so I dun think school will give me money to study.
Christopher ( not a good or fully happy day from the day I got bitten.. Thanks kw for making me smile today for the first time from my heart. Thanks buddy)
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Farewell..
Thing happened round me this few day..
1) Been in IRC last few day.. seem like going to get in trouble with people le..
2) Junior break with me.
3) Wei Xiang getting me crazy.. Today fight with him.. I think I better go meet him see wat he want.
4) Met brian today for movie.. A nice guy
5) Watch High school Musical 3 finally.. but not with junior.. Cry abit. miss his voice.
6) Jeron wanna jio me I think. And I dun know how to reject. I'm a idiot.
7) NS staff still not settle.. they still haven tell me where I going to.. Tmr must go see DY
8) Ez-link card haven go do..
9) Bill after bill coming after me..
God.. I'm like in a deep deep shit ar.. Last time I still got baby to listen to me.. Now, I'm all alone. What is going on men.. Jeron may be a nice guy but the feel with him just dun seem right.. Relationship and camp staff all in a mess.. Will I be able to clear all mess by year end.. ?
Someone tell me what to do can? I'm so damm FREAKING OUT SOON!!!
Freaking hell..
Christopher update again soon.
1) Been in IRC last few day.. seem like going to get in trouble with people le..
2) Junior break with me.
3) Wei Xiang getting me crazy.. Today fight with him.. I think I better go meet him see wat he want.
4) Met brian today for movie.. A nice guy
5) Watch High school Musical 3 finally.. but not with junior.. Cry abit. miss his voice.
6) Jeron wanna jio me I think. And I dun know how to reject. I'm a idiot.
7) NS staff still not settle.. they still haven tell me where I going to.. Tmr must go see DY
8) Ez-link card haven go do..
9) Bill after bill coming after me..
God.. I'm like in a deep deep shit ar.. Last time I still got baby to listen to me.. Now, I'm all alone. What is going on men.. Jeron may be a nice guy but the feel with him just dun seem right.. Relationship and camp staff all in a mess.. Will I be able to clear all mess by year end.. ?
Someone tell me what to do can? I'm so damm FREAKING OUT SOON!!!
Freaking hell..
Christopher update again soon.
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