Another day of NS life have pass.
So many feeling in my heart can ... Who can I talk to ?

Reach home only, mum is already at there nagging bout money..
Not that I don't wanna help but with my pityful salary how can I help?
Does she reliease how long have I not went shopping and buy new clothes..
All I get is from joey jie.. In this family, who really care whether i'm died or alive?
I really dunno... Can someone enlighted me?

If my frend in mine life is no longer around.. I think I would be finding way to go and died.
Kimo, DratinI the most importent ppl in my life i would say. No bf it's ok.. but without they two? I think i wun be here..

Love life... Now current .. Falling in love with Hayden (22).. but i dun think he will fall for miie.. so dun really got high hope.. like wat i told kor: I been in Aj circle so long... i know that nth can last forever in this circle...


Camp thing I really is in a ORD mode le.. I really dun care wat u ppl say le. All i want is ORD.

Christopher.

Went out with Hayden to Suntec to watch movie.. The Proposal..
The movie is so nice can.. Omg.. Love the story and most importently..
I'm watching it with HAYDEN! Omg can.. he is like damm cute la..
So happy can... If he agree to be with miie u wan miie do wat i also can.. (Provide it's reasonable la..)
Didn't take pic with him cos first outing Shy la.. haha...
Ytd was rave bday celebration at PLAY! Wilson Invite most ppl down.. Open 3 bottle.. haha..
it's was also last night that I meet Hayden.. haha
Didn't take pics in PLAY cos too busy dancing with ppl .. like HAYDEN.. Omg. Ok .. onli can pics of Kak and Dear at the hotel in bugis..

Dear Look so ..... haha

Kak DrainI and Kimo Dear.. =D

Bestie.. Hugs

Adler ... I Miss u.. Really.. Missing you as always
Bored in camp

Nice ma the spec?

@ KKH

BOO!

So bored.. Gt two day mc to rest at home...

It's like so bored now.. Hais...

IWANNAABOYFIREND!!!

ALDER KOH JIAN RUI!!!!!!!!!!!

READ THIS

I AM REALLY SORRY.

FINE!

NOTIHNG IS JUST GOIN TO GO MY WAY!
SO
ALL OF U.FUCK OFF! KNNBCCB!!!!!!!!!!!


Today chalet is a complete FUCK UP event. Pissed off
Why everything like tat
u tell miie
Wat the fuck
wan do chalet dunno how to help?
KNN

feeling pissed off now. Was qurraling with lolipop jus now.. ermm.. ok not fighting but jus tat
I pissed him off. Don ask why.

Then was talking with raymond.. he called from camp.
Everybody treat miie very nice
but all say
I need time to get into a relationship
WTH
Time time time
very free ar?
ALL I FUCKING WANT IS JUST SOMEONE TO LOVE MIIE
Very difficult ma? Wat the.

WHAT THE FUCK MAN.
MORNING FAIL TP ALREADY VERY UNLUCKY LE
NOW MUM COME IN NAG!!! WTF

CB
KNN
KNNBCCB


I'm really very very tired and really sick of all this. If u can't provide for your children. DON"T EVEN GET ONE. U are just making the children have a very bad life. And when u dun know how to choose a good the other half to get marry. DON'T GET MARRIED!! FUCK LA.

ALL USELESS PPL. ONLI KNOW HOW TO NAG NAG NAG.


CHAO CHEE BYE.

Super many bad thing happened to me lastly.
Don't know wats wrong .

Need a light to guide me though

Fail my TP. As what the uncle predict. FINE I will TAKE AGAIN! This time i wan to PASS
Feeling abit sad. But came across this book and a chapter then say this...

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The Law Of the Seed
An Apple tree bears five hundred apples, each with ten seeds, We might say, "That's alot of seeds! Why would you need so many seeds to grow just few more tree?

BECAUSE MOST SEEDS NEVER GROW.

In your life this principle might mean:
You'll need to attend twenty interviews to get one job.
You'll interview forty people to find one good employee.
You'll will talk tot fifty people to sell one house, car, vacuum cleaner, insurance policy, idea.

And you might need a hundred acpuaintances to find a special friend.

When we understand the "Law of Seed", we stop feeling like victims, We don't get disappointed.

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okay it's like so true. So i would feel sad anymore, it's just the first tried. I will do again and I will PASS the next time.

CHRISTOHPER JIA YOU~!

Today is a super bad day for me lor.
Kanna shoot till no tmr. KNS.
But nvm.. If now i'm in McDonald's system I will comfirm shoot u all till diam diam
too bad now is NS. I COMPLETELY DUN CARE!! Say all u wan. I dun care, all i wan is ORD.

OMG.. I'm so stick in maple now lo.. lol... haha.. the new skill are so nice lor.. lol...
Anyway TP in less then 48 hours.. OMG... WoRRY LA...

GOD PLS Let miie pass in one try can?? i will be super careful de.. just make sure no sudden event happened can?? hais...