baby u are really very good in making me piss out don't u?

I don't know is it my mood really tat bad or I just can't take in ur question.
You said that u trust me but if you really trust me you wun have ask that question 2nd time.
I know I may be very bad to you today but it's just that i'm really jealous you going out with other guys and leaving your baby, me, alone at home on a weekend. You know my weekend is normally for you. sunday got church that i understand.
Okie nv mind. I don't wan bring that thing up again.
Let me cool down. MY mood really bad. really really bad. FYI, I was emoing till tear-ing in bus just now.

Argh.. Feel like shouting out loud.

IWANTADESTRESS METHOD A WAYTHATICANLETGOOFMYSELF.

I'm really very VEX!
I wanna a de-stress method.
Say that I'm not jealous is with my finger cross.

Feel like leaving this world. should I?

100 Truths about you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage:F&N Grape
2. Last phone call: Adler Koh
3. Last text message: Gabriel
4. Last song you listened to: Nobody by Wonder Girl
5. Last time you cried: 3 weeks back

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on: YES
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No
9. Lost someone special: Yes, Eschier
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: Yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Purple
13. Black
14. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Yes
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: No
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Maybe 70%
23. How many kids do you want to have: 1 boy
24. Do you have any pets: No. but in camp have
25. Do you want to change your name: Yes
26. What did you do for your last birthday: @home slack till night time when some fren realise it was my birthday and ask me out to Kbox
27. What time did you wake up today: 6am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: RC
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: ORD
30. Last time you saw your Mother: ytd.. she was off
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Everything..
32. What are you listening to right now: Dunno.. Radio
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: PPL in camp being so PLASTIC
35. Most visited website: FB
36. Whats your real name: XU ZHIHAO
37. Nicknames: Christopher, didi
38. Relationship Status: Attach
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
40. Male or female?: Male
41. Elementary?: PPS
42. Middle School?: SKSS
43. High school/college?: ITE
44. Hair color: Black
45. Long or short: Normal
46. Height: 180cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Not now
48: What do you like about yourself?: NOTHING
49. Piercings: No
50. Tattoos: No
51. Righty or lefty: Lefty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Got bitten by Eschier. In hospital one week. 3 Surgery
53. First piercing: Never had
54. First best fren: Kimo, dhas..

55. First sport you joined:Basketball in Pri
56. First vacation: Genting..zzz
58. First pair of trainers: NS lo

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: NO
60. Drinking: NO
61. I'm about to: nth?
62. Listening to: Radio
63. Waiting on: Adler to finish eating
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yes
65. Get Married?: dunno
66. Career?: McDonald

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Lips
68. Hugs or kisses: Huggies
69. Shorter or taller: Shorter
70. Older or Younger: Young
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Abs and lean muscle woooo la la..faint on spot
73. Sensitive or loud:?????
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant is better then trouble marker spoil rs..

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Yes.. Dalton counted?
77. Drank hard liquor: Ya
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope
79. Sex on first date: No..
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes
82. Been arrested: NO..
83. Turned someone down: Yes alot of times..all irritates me..so off u go..
84. Cried when someone died: No. Only cried when my eschier pass away
85. Fallen for a friend?: YES!!!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes
87. Miracles: Yes
88. Love at first sight: Yes
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: Maybe if i receive in durin christmas..by himself..take it or leave it santa
91. Kiss on the first date: Depends
92. Angels: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No
95. Did you sing today?: Nobody Nobody but you
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No i faithful de
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: SECONDARY
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Dont know
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Sometime..
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes

Blogging Time.. Today is in a mood for blogging .. so let me update my life..

Re-Cap:
5 May: Meet Adler for Dinner...
9 May: Driving Lesson and Kennel Duties..
11May: Pay Day.. Lots of debt to clear.. gotta find way to clear fast men..
12May: E-Prep At HTNS BB
13May:SOC Movie Day- Battle in Sealatte
15May: Half Leave. Meet Adler, Mel, Ernest and Jason for movie.. Angels and Demons.. 8/10.. =)
16May: Actually was going to drop by Ed's Chalet but he is piss and angry with cos I say I was going to Seng Guan Bday instead of his. I.. don't know what I can do .
17May: Driving Lesson - Parking. Need to improve car control. No mood time always drive like first lesson... Jian Xing 20th Bday
18May:Seng Guan 21st Birthday
19May: TanBoonHow Birthday. Happy Bday

Current Status. Attach To Adler
Current Mood: Unknown.

I'm so vex. So many thing in mind.. debt in the long list to clear.. Phone bill, internet bill. Things to Clear b4 ORDs, IPPT and Shooting..

Medical review next week friday. After that I will get to know if I will get compensation for the injury, I used to think that that money I don't really want all I wan is Eschier to be alive but now I'm starting to hope tat money will come and let me clear all debt.

Manytime when I'm alone, I also think of Eschier, the training we had the time we spend and how other is scare of you. With you around I feel so safe.. so so safe.. You are the first dog I had and I am so happy that I choose or Sir Tiger given you to me for training.. Many dog I try to handing nowsaday due to the work need but none is like you. The one that will really listen to me talk and understand how I feel. Begi don't understand all she wan is AWOL .NO matter how hard I train her or talk to her. Eschier baby, if u are feel can help me talk to her? Boy, I miss you.

Ok. This is the end..
Dunno when will update again.. Needed de-stress..

CHRIS

EVENING ALL~~~ haha

Know why I so HAPPY?? Cos I have a wonderful BF call ADLER KOH JIANRUI =P
Muack..

LAst few day in camp was so bored..

Today in camp as usual.. bored.. but due to the swine flu.. need take temp 3 time a day. sian.. waste time de lo.. U think like that gt use mei? chey..