I feel that I like no bf will died now.
Christopher, wake up la.. Stop being so cheap!!!

I found out something today. I FORGOT HOW TO SMILE?!
Was trying to smile whole day but all seem so plastic.
Once people get older they tend to forget alot of simple things.
How to Smile?
How to cry?

I'm really very tired.
Thought that kenneth will be a nice shoulder to lie on. but.. things alway goes again my wish.
Actually God, I only have simple wish. A nice bf who care bout me and love me for who I am.

Where can I find the right guy.. Hate myself for being ugly. Argh