Went to count down with messy yesterday at marina.. Was very happy that I can spend my New year first moment with him but for him I think he would rather spend it with _ _ if can.. We went to watch "Bedtime Stories." show ended at 4.30am.. then I took NR6 home as got to rush to work.. while he wait for NR7.. Something happened in-between but I think I'm not going to talk bout it.. Anyway that's how my NYE was..

2008.. .
A year full of things happened..
Ended working in McD in March this year cos of NS..
Enlisted to SPF in march 12.. Broke up with andy around tat week too..
This year was a real bad one for me. I been though a lot but grow up abit.
I hurt many i know.. I'm sorri.. maybe becos tat i hurt u all.. I'm all single now.
Stead with junior for 2month after andy.. that's all i haf. Although there is alot of other which is super short like 1 day to 1 week.. I know they are all toying with me . but I still cry after every relationship end. I dun know why but i only know that every end relationship is like a scar in my heart. No matter what it had all end. nw I only hope a good 2009.

2009 had arrived.....
New Year = New Hope..
I dare to haf hope cos i scare of being hurt. I put in my heart in relationship everytime but end up hurting.

On 1st of the year. you guy know what i'm doing?









Crying alone in bed.









Christopher.