1st day of work on Feb'09..
See the color of my texts u should be able to guess my mood..
Yea, It's blue. Monday blue..

Sat went club with melvin.. At PLAY!.. Saw the usual people and
melvin fren, Ethan and his bf(Andrew) and Jason.. Drink 2 shot of tequlia and a drink from andy that is nice.. haha..
Thanks Andy..
Forget take picture that nice.. was happily dancing alway.. haha.

Today morning, Inspection as usual.. so scare will fail cos my hair so long but I pass the inspection =D After that went for daily briefing then to kennl area do usual staff..
Was waiting for new intake whole day but they came very late so will only see them tomorrow.. Edison just now called me around 11 plus.. i thought wat thing.. then is wan me help him "look after" his fren .. Sian.. Edison don't forget ur promise ar..

This few week many thought..
1) I really wan to take O level but till now i still don;t know where to start.. I only have starting reading story book hoping will inprove english slowly. There is still math, geog, etc.. Stress..

2) MonEY! No matter how much monry i got. It seem forever not enough.. People say when u are poor you will learn how to mange your ficance better but it doesn't seem working on me.. I'm Poor now but I don't ever learn from my lesson of not saving money will let me end up taking money from mummy.. Someone teach me how to save up?

3) Health.. Seriously speaking.. I'm finding my health getting wrose.. Starting I though i only not enough sleep.. but now it seem not to be the case. I don't wanna go for any check up cos I think i'm fine but my health think another way.. Anyway I think I should be fine..

Many things in my mind worry about.. It all seem endless of worrying.. Normal children have up to the age of 18 not worrying bout anything but for me, since i work when i'm 14 my mum has keep nagging bout money problem and house loan.. I'm like so tired with all this burden..


When Can I Leave All This?

When I'm died perharp ?

Christopher
Signing Off.

Cryin doesn't seem to help..