OMFG

It's been years since I last post.. OMG.. So many things happened la...

1) A break up with MICKEY HO CHUEN HUI

2) Reservist Next Month

3) Salary not out due system error..

1) The break up is a major hit on to me.. It make me fall real hard on to the ground, so hard that I feel that I can't stand up anymore. The only reason for me to stand up now is because of Andy, I know he is in a bad shape after the break up with JC. That's why the more I got to be happy (Even if i'm not) to cheer him up, so that he won't think of those things again.I know he can't be 100% back to himself but, I will still try my best to help. Sometime I feel so useless cause I can't help him much also. He been there for me most of the time when I need him the most but yet now, I can't do much to help. I feel real bad. Sorry andy.

Mickey break up really make me sad and emo for days .. Every night, I will try to watch video or surf net in order not to think of him. I know I can't live this way long, but I can't think of another way. To other, they always think that Chris alway break up from r/s de so will be fine after few day, but actually, if u believe, till now, I still miss Andy Lai, Adler Koh, Melvin Tan, Christopher Lee and Mickey alot. Even though I know how much they hurt me down in my heart. I choose my life to be a AJ. So I also will not regret bout this choice.

2) Bad things come together, reservist is coming next month.. Although I'm okay with it. but the problem is that they dun sent me any letter to tell me what to bring or prepare that really pissed me off, i'm going to give them till month end. If no letter or uniform sent over then I will get back with them ba.. Even reservist also need me to follow up myself.. What the hell rite.. .Singapore Govt some time really suck

3) My salary is not out. Although it was due to my boss accidentally deleted my acc due to wanted to promote me in system. so I blame no one for it, just my plain unluckyness.

With so many things that happened, I always hope that someone will be beside me all the time, be it family or friend. but Seem like they are all in their own problem too.. Like Andy r/s problem and Joey jie de family problem. even May which is just new and close to me have a problem that she is pregnant too. I guess I'm just a jinx.