This pic show my mood..

Ytd meet nicholas at SKRV.. first time talk to him.. seem abit shy.. hai..

anyway acc him till 11 plus.. He said he got somethings to tell me last night..

He did said but i just feel that he hads somethings else hiding from me..

To Nick: I hope was I told you didn't make u scare of me or even want to avoid me.. If those things really make u feel unwell .. Just take it as i never said anything.. Ok.. Sorry..

Just nw while otw back saw two couple hugging in MRT.. I know it's normal to see all this.. but i tried so hard to avoid seeing already why must you guy stand in my left and right direction which make me so hard to not see.. I really feel like crying no train just now.. All I need now is just a hug.. A simple normal hug .. I feel so weak now that I can no longer smile like I used to... Two things hurting me deep down in my heart.. I really hope there wouldn't be a 3th thing happening.. God, I'm already so pityful, why can't you give me abit of love? I really hating myself more and more...

Till then..

Christopher ...