Just back from my grandmother's house.

Wake up at 11 today, watch i little tv then went to HG mall

at 1pm to the library.. Borrowed two book one bout German Shepherd the other

bout fitness..

This few day,or should I say this few week that i'm completly STRESS up..

I don't understand how life turn how this way, I'm so damm stress up with all the things

around me.. Family, Friend & alittle of work.

I have been saying it for the last few post i guess.. but never mind.. I shouldn't said anymore.

I having in debt now. Owning Leo's $150, Mum $50 and the phone bill coming up..

God, if you can, please save me.. I so fucking stress up now..

house washing machine is going to spolit soon I guess.. Anytime this year I can expect to

be washing the colthes with my two hand ba.. ARH!!!!!!!!!!

Work = NS = PiOLICE (SOC)

IPPT is going to be the nightmare to me man.. SOC standard is so diff to pass..

I'm not saying can't pass at all this time cause I trust that I should be able to pass if I work really hard from now on..

K9 unit is my currenly vocation.. I voluteer to be a kennel hand. which mean i had to take care of

all the kennel and the dog if their handler is on long leave.. I also got my own dog name, Ashlier. I can't rmb how to spell.. once i get to rmb how to spell then i correct his name in here.. Sorry in the meantime..

My fucking brother Medical checkup letter is here.. Here i'm at home waiting for him to be free so I can fill up for him, there he is going out till late and waiting for maria to help him. When will he ever change his fucking attidune. Really feel like slapping him.. Can't he grow up for once .

He's already 17 yet he don't know how to take care of the himself. WTF lol...

Leo, I'm sorry, due to the hetic schdeule, i had to cancel the training with you.. once i can setted down i will let u know k.. sorry..

Till next time...

Christoper Xu

PS:My heart is broken, Sent to the doctor. the doctor said nothing can fix it up ever using hot gule won't help. Only one thing will help me now. TRUE LOVE. I know it's impossible to get so I will just live heartless for the time being till someone will shower me with love ba..