That's the nick of my msn.. refering to my dar junior..( actually the whole nick is bout him la)
Hai.. Stead with him two day then I like really crazy le... ROAR!!!!!!
Monday, he message me whole day so I feel he really care alot bout me..
Today, he never message me more then 5 message cos he was in sch doing things..
then i got angry.. I'm that petty man.. now then i know.. although I know sch very importent but I still cant make myself not to think wat he is doing.. hai.. I'm such a Fucker right..
Slap my own face man..
*** Although now i have him but never meet him before make me feel so un-confidence of myself and keep thinking that he will run away. To tell u guy the true, for the last two night I have been dreaming of him dumping me and left. I feel so sad like when andy left me. I hate tat feeling. If can I would rather not be awake ever ever again.
Today is the final dog obdience test. All pass.. Congrats to all..
Then for reward I open the can food bernard bought for eschier to share with other dogs..
but then didn't know that andy would go and tell him. then he look unhappy now.. hai..
I'm damm tire of all this things le.. Last time in Mac I must take care of all crew internal affair. Now I must watch out of people in Police in case anything happened i can cover myself...
I hate this type of feeling.. If can, let me stay at Sec school forever man.. I hate my working life..
I'm very tired, Emotionally & Physically. I need junior. Where is all the hug and kisses u promise.
Dar, I'm really tired. How i hope u will be with me everyday. But i know i'm dreaming..
Christopher
Lying in the coffin...
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