I'm sick now so is baby.. I have slight headache now, so is he..
I just remove my right arm bandage left only my palm bandage.

I didn't sleep last night till morning 6am. cos i miss baby so much every time close my eye
also see him.. then keep see him like very sick.. Baby is really very ill now cause the way he talk to me is very different then normal. First time he ask me to stop asking stupid question cause he is very painful in his head. I feel so useless cause I'm unable to help him in any ways.

Today message eswari and ask bout the ez-link card. I think i will get it done next week when she return to camp and fax over the NP299 report. Sorry to trouble you man es.

This few week stay at home all day long. damm bored and tired. People resting at home should feel more refresh, but not for my case. I getting more and more tired. Maybe is because I keep wasting time Maybe i should do something useful tmr onwards. maybe study bout pets and the treatment that can be use. Since I can't be a good kennel hand then I shall be a gd assistant to es next time.

Next week monday is my BTT. I have no confidence at all men. Due to this is the first time I'm taking a test without going to any class and all by self study. From pri till ite even police I also learn though lesson before test. First time I'm taking a test without confidence. I'm so lost man.

O ya, Ytd was the 1st month for me and baby. Baby I love u. although I can't pei u .